And I will try.. To fix you.

10 March 2012 // 7:32 PM

♣ Broken Arrow.

Seen one of my friends tweeting this song. And I feel like this song really is suitable for my situation right now.

What do you do when you're stuck,Because the one that you love,Has pushed you away,And you can't deal with the pain?And now you're trying to fix me,Mend what he did,I'll find the piece that i'm missing,But I still miss him,I miss him, i'm missing him,Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missing him
And you're sitting in the front row,Wanna be first in line,Waiting by my window,Giving me all your time,You could be my hero,If only I could let go,But his love is still in me,Like a broken arrow.Like a broken arrow.
He's the thorn in my fleshThat I can't take outHe's stealing my breathWhen you're around,And now you're trying to convince me,He wasn't worth it,But you can't complete me,He's the part that is missing,I miss him, I'm missing him,Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,
And you're sitting in the front row,Wanna be first in line,Waiting by my window,Giving me all your time,You could be my hero,If only I could let go,But his love is still in me,Like a broken arrow.Like a broken arrow.
What do you doWhen your heart's in two places?You feel great but you're torn inside.You feel love but you just can't embrace it,When you found the right one at the wrong time.
And you'reSitting in the front row,Wanna be first in line,Waiting by my window,Giving me all your time,You could be my hero,If only I could let go,But his love is still in me,Like a broken arrow.Like a broken arrow.
Sometimes it feels like as if I've moved on. Yes, I think I have, in a small extent. But whenever I see him, the feelings just come rushing back. I had a super hard time in semester 2, because I keep bumping into him, all I remember is during the first term of sem 2, I always came back home upset, especially the first few weeks, I kept on crying, even my mum was unsure of what to do. Honestly, I really can't explain this feeling, it really sucks, it feels like I'm completely torn and empty inside. I was really dying a little every time I see him. It sucks, because he's the one and only guy that I've truly liked in a really long time, and it worked out so well in the beginning, that I can't bear the pain when it ended abruptly. I keep re-reading all the text messages, over and over again to search for the first signs of trouble. 

And to be honest, I feel like he just lost his feelings towards me, really. Nothing else