And I will try.. To fix you.

30 October 2008 // 7:11 PM
♣ Ugghhh, I hate myself, no will power

Sighs.
By right, I'm not suppose to eat
I'm suppose to control myself
But hell no,
I'm eating like there's no tomorrow(atleast I think so)
And that just pisses me off
The fact that I have no self control -_-"
And as the result of that I have to puke my stomach out
I can assure you that it is not a great thing to do
But I don't have a choice, either starve or puke
Urggghhh..
I've learn this new way to puke, and it works for me
Coz sometimes,despite trying hard to puke, I still failed
So, it's good that you be a little patient and keep waiting
Keep doing the same thing that you are doing
(involving the finger down your throat and breathe!)
And soon, you will puke!
Unlike last time, when I was so impatient
When I tried and failed, I stopped
Now that, I know the way,
I will do it
Anyway, it's not as bad as the first time I tried

Mia is the best <3





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